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Sunday, 28 February 2010

  • today is a good day.

    I don't know why but I'm having a good day today. :) In any case, I'm not complaining.

    Micah has been annoying the crap out of me again. He won't stop texting me. WTF.

    Meh. Well... today isn't going too bad I guess. I think I might be snapping out of my funk though. I'm doing laundry today. :)

    I don't really know what to do with myself though lol.

    Oh well.

Saturday, 27 February 2010

  • weird shit.

    Okay, well, life is just life I guess.

    I've gotten to a weird place where I realize that I don't think I'm really that interested in men anymore. I think I'm turning into a nonsexual entity. Well, maybe not nonsexual, but nonemotional, lol. I'm just over it all. It's kind of weird. I have no desire to really be with anyone.

    The ex is a douche. Cowboy is an immature retard. I can't seem to muster up the emotional fortitude to gove a damn about anyone else. So I think I'm just going to spend the remainder of my time before UW drinking, playing pool, and playing with my baby love because she's the best.

    Meh. I'm just going to live my life. I'm going to go to school, do well, work hard, and enjoy my friends and family. :)

    It's amazing how simple life gets when you stop giving a shit. lol

Sunday, 21 February 2010

  • Life has changed :)

    Okay so... an update. Sorry I keep falling off the face of the earth at random. =/

    Hair is falling out. Possibly from stress or my sepsis.
    Offspring's father and I pretty much don't talk anymore.
    Met a new guy. <3
    Officially over cowboy.
    Applied to UW.
    Working on moving to Seattle.
    Desperate financial times call for desperate financial measures.
    I've become a dominatrix. (great pay)
    New guy is okay with that. :)

    Okay, so at risk of sounding like a complete idiot. I'll tell you guys about new guy. =D

    We met in an odd way. I don't have time for a relationship really so I was on this website called Fling. It was great for meeting lonely soldiers whenever I needed some ass, but then I met a guy that I could actually have a real conversation with. Turns out, we have a lot in common and really like each other. He's almost 26. He lives in Boston. He's an engineer. He's Indian. Not American Indian, I mean the kind of Indian that comes from India, lol. He's pretty good looking. Nothing horrifyingly weird about his face or anything like that. We really have a lot in common and we're very complimentary. In all my life I've never met a guy that was undeniably smarter than me until now. Surprisingly, I really like it. He's really cool. He's smart, funny, and kind of a little 'off' like I am.

    He wants to take me to Florida next month. Now, I know that everyone always says to be super careful about people that you meet online and what not and I know that. I honestly don't think he's a psycho though. If he is then he's the dumbest psycho ever in life. I have his facebook, myspace, email, phone number, full name, resumee, and just about every other peice of information I could possibly need about him.

    Further more, I'd like that matter left alone. I understand the dangers and don't need a lecture. :)

    Now, on to other matters. Going to Florida next month means short skirts/shorts, t-shirts/tank tops, and at worst maybe even a bathing suit. OH JOY. Hahaha. So not looking forward to that.

    I'm really looking forward to seeing him though. He's the only person I've ever met that completely accepted me and liked me exactly the way that I was. He's even taken an interest in all the weird shit that I like. Reggaeton, Bachata, Hebrew rap, all of it. :) It's nice to have someone actually interested in the things that I like.

    Anyway, I got my tongue pierced Friday for my birthday :)

    Yup. So other than that not too much is going on. Life is pretty dull. Waiting to hear back from UW. Enjoying a little semi-stress free time.

    Oh, and my drug addict old best friend is staying with me. She's recovering I think. I have my suspicions, but I can't prove anything so I'll just say she's getting better. I truly hope she is. I love that girl to death.

    END OF UPDATE. =D

Sunday, 17 January 2010

  • Doing alright lately.

    I haven't been doing too bad lately. Which is exciting for me. It's amazing how just one day makes such a difference to me. That starting day, if it goes well, is always a real turn around point. Equally speaking however, binges also make me "turn" the other way. haha

    Happy with the SO as well. :)

    All is well in my life. ;D

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