Sunday, 19 October 2008
Okay so I have had like a super long week. I am so tired now and I was up like all night last night. My fiance got all pissed at our daughter because she was in her crib and didn't like it and cried for a bit. I was really afraid that he was going to hurt her. I'm going to kick his ass if he ever does it again. I'm tired of him being violent with her. I'm going to talk to him about it today.. It's really unacceptable. I shouldn't have to like monitor the interaction between him and our daughter... he's an adult and he had better fucking be able to act like one.
Im kinda getting sick from food now. Every time I eat it feels like I've swallowed rocks. It sucks. Sort of, it makes me want to eat less so it's not too bad. I'm waiting until my mom leaves today to go weight myself.. I'm kinda scared. Since I had that really bad day I don't know how much it will be. I'm hoping under 160 but maybe not. Probably not.. I really don't know. I'm going to cry if it's still like 163 again.. I hate that number now.
Well I need to go work on my paper for my ethics test.... Which I don't feel that I'm going to do well on. BTW, I have liek a C in business... isn't it awesome?
Fuck my life.