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  • okay well I'm planning now on what I'm going to do for new years....It is by far time to just stop fucking eating liek such a damn fat ass..I ate like such a fat ass yesterday that I'm not really hungry today.Plus.. my d…

  • I feel like I should do this now...

    I'm trying to force myself into continuing to update this thing..I've been feeling anti social..I don't really know what all to say.I'm feeling depressed and stressed out again... I think it's from all the issues surroun…

  • My Bloody Valentine

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  • UW..

    So I've been looking into it and UW looks like it might be a good choice. I'm not sure what to do though.. I'm scared.I don't want to leave my fiance and my baby. I'd only be able to see them on weekends...They have a lo…

  • Not bad...

    Okay so I think I've been doing sort of okay. I havent weighed myself for a while but I think it's okay. Yesterday I had a bowl of Cracklin Oat Bran for breakfast.. pretty high cal but I need the fiber.. and then a smoot…

  • Christmas...

    So mine was actually pretty good. How about you guys?I got the perfumes that I wanted! I got Christina Aguilera and that VS Dare one or whatever it's called. I also got a really nice hair straightener. I think today I'm…

  • So fucking pissed.

    So pretty much.. I ordered this really cool watch for my fiance from Dexclusive.com. I paid like $20 for 2nd day air shipping to be sure it would be here for Christmas.Guess what?THEY NEVER FUCKING PUT IT IN THE MAIL.I A…

  • Goals...

    Man I am so desperate to make my first goal weight.. That magic number that I can actually remember being has eluded me for far too many months. I'm going to make it this time.Since my metabolism is so screwed up I have…

  • Skinny enough to dress like a whore....

    I forgot about something while I was writing that last entry...My fiance and I were picking out clothes on Victoria's Secret that he was going to order for me... And I pointed out one shirt that I liked and he told me no…

  • Working on it...

    So I'm trying to get back on track. It's not going spectacularly... but it's okay.I'm going to start trying to brush my teeth after I eat anything so that I can't snack through out the day or anything...Today I didn't ea…

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  • not really diet related...

    So I've decided that I think I want to become a super jew.I've been doing some research and I think I want to. It's something to do, ya know? Learn hebrew, read the books, make my journey to Israel, and then become a sup…

  • Blehhhh....

    I want my elliptical. I'm never going to lose any weight! I'm so discouraged.I'm so frustrated too. I try to deny it and just sort of ignore it... but it's SOOOOOO hard to live with my daughter!!!!!No one believes me whe…

  • Racism/affirmative action.

    I posted to the featured blog about this and I am clarifying my position.Okay.. so now where to start? (I am against permanent action BTW, for those who are just starting to read).1. I think it is racist to hold and enti…

  • Today.. <3

    Well.. it's after breakfast. I had a 100 cal yogurt and a hand full of Cracklin' Oat Bran. I'm trying to keep my fiber intake up. I like this whole easy poopin thing. hahaha.It's 14 degrees outside. So no walking today.…

  • Good times.

    Well I'm feeling better. I talked to my fiance and I'm going to take a break from the birth control. I feel so much better now.I am not eating crazily anymore. I'm more relaxed and happier. I'm in a better mood. I'm nice…

  • SemiDecent.

    I think I'm doing okay lately. I haven't been on that trsict of a diet but I'm eating sort of... normally. It's nice.I have a bowl of Raisin Bran for breakfast, salad with Ranch for lunch, grapes for a snack, and then wh…

  • MY FINALS ARE OVER./Eloping to Vegas?

    YES! They are done. I am glad. skdfgksfdlkjgs;ldkgjs;dlfkjg!!!!!I don't know how well I did on this last one but I am fairly confident that I got an A in the class.I'm just chilling at home now.I am going to start my usu…

  • Wedding!

    Okay so yesterday didn't go too well, but I'm working on doing a bit better today.My fiance and I just decided on having a wedding. The date is May 29th, 2009.I'm picking dresses! I'm not going to buy one like from a dre…

  • Not bad so far...

    So it's like 9 in the morning. I've had a yogurt today. I'm trying to get some more calcium in my diet. I'll probably have some juice at 10 or so. Then maybe some salad or an apple at 12. That'll prolly be about it. Mayb…

  • BACK TO NORMAL!!!!

    Okay so I'm done with my SATs and with my finals for the most part. I don't think my SATs went too spectacularly. I have my Spanish final on thursday. I am not sure how my Ethics test went.. I won't find out until I get…

  • Grrr....

    ok Xanga's not working well for me.... I just typed up this whole entry and it wouldn't post it.Soooooooooo....Sorry for the disappearance AGAIN....I'm gonna be busy for the next week and a half or so for finals but I sh…

  • Sorry AGAIN!

    Okay so this time I disappeared for like 2 weeks.... my appologies.Not much going on... finals week is this week and a little next week too.I'm eating like a fat ass. I'm not going to go back on a diet until after the 6t…

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