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I FEEL HORRIBLE.
Binged.I ate like a super fatass today and I feel horrible. I don't see how I used to live like this... actually eating. I'm not going to eat at all tomorrow. I seriously hate this feeling. I'm totally taking some laxati… -
ALL THE BOYS ARE GOING CRAZY! WTF!
IS IT A FULL MOON OR WHAT???FWB is being all gushy again and basically said that he wasn't sure what he wanted now. WTF.The EX is going psycho over a 206 # that texted me today. I didn't even read it. WTF.African boy is… -
Lost almost another 1/2 pound. :)
Well it's looking like I'm going to stay on track and make my halloween goal of 155. :DI'm excited. Hopefully I can keep this up to Christmas and be 135 by then. That would be fantastic. I think by my birthday I'd be in… -
Life is going pretty well.
Well. DAYUM.Let's see... College is going well. I'm the smart kid in the class. Makes me feel good. I'm competitive and this class is giving me something to focus on. lol. I have to be better than everyone else in it and… -
I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
Okay so I lost FWB. Out of my own volition, not his. He still wants to see me, but I'm not going to.I finally told him that I love him and he needs to either ditch the girl friend or I'm not going to see him anymore. He… -
Wonderful night last night and getting back on track.
So last night mi madre watched my daughter so I could go up to see FWB. I HAD A FANTASTIC TIME!At first it was a little bit weird being with him again. I almost felt like I shouldn't be touching him. It was odd. We got o… -
My life is very unpredictable.
Well, so this old friend of my ex's has been trying to see me and come hang out with me and stuff lately. I've kinda dodged it for a while but finally my friend and I went over to their apartment and hung out for a while… -
Doing horribly... AGAIN.
Man. I've just really been having a hard time lately. I don't really know why. Tomorrow I need to get back on track. I need to get all this nasty food out of my system and weigh myself. It's hard to tell if I've gained o… -
169.0
Up 1/5 of a pound today. :( That sucks.Oh well. I'm sure it's just food or something in there. Yesterday wasn't fantastic but it deffinitely wasn't a gaining weight kinda day.Today is going fantastically. I've had 180 ca… -
168.8
When I started the day yesterday I was 171.5 so I lost like 2 1/2 pounds in one day. O_oI'm not complaining though. :D I've lost 10 pounds now. I'd like to lose another 13 before halloween.It's kind of a hollow victory t… -
I think I may revise today's plan.
I have followed today's plan pretty well so far. I was just thinking though...It's an awful long time between 12 and 6 to not eat. I might eat again at 5. Then it'll okay be about 3 hours until things start winding down… -
Need to get back on track
I'm doing so horribly!I haven't lost any weight at all. I'm sure of it. I eat too damn much! I've decided that I'm going to start alternating between cigs and diet pills. Just so I don't get used to either. I'm going to… -
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I just posted this Maxxforce TV widget for 500 credits. You can earn free credits too! -
Some girl posted this on FWB's profile... O_o
La Luna y El Amor Alguna Vez Te Has Despertado De Algún Sueño Hermoso, Donde Te Encontrabas Con La Persona Que Amas Y Te Das Cuenta Que Era Solo Un Sueño, Y Dices: Puta Madre Porque No Es Real? O Tal Vez Escuchaste… -
GREAT DAY YESTERDAY!
Well I weighed myself and I'm up a pound somehow... but I really don't give a fuck right now.I HAD A FANTASTIC NIGHT LAST NIGHT.I started my new job. It is a questionable job... but I get paid 150 an hour to just sit the… -
Update on today
Well so far I have eaten:3 small oranges 1 lean cuisine thingy 270 cals 3/4 of a muffinHopefully that's it for the day. That would be spectacular. I plan on walking a couple miles today too. So hopefully that will make i… -
How did I not get fatter?!?!
I weighed myself and I haven't gained weight!Don't get me wrong. I'm not complaining. But after like a week of eating fast food garbage I have only gained 1/3 of a pound which is most likely just food in my tummy still.… -
Another new day.
Well today is another chance to try to do better. :)I'm gonna work on cleaning out my old room for Rosie so she can have her own room. I'll get all her toys out of the living room and I'll get her out of my bed. lolSo I'… -
Insane rantings...
So the other day my friend Micah was over.I was ignoring him while he was trying to profess his love for me or something stupid like that (which is a usual occurence I might ad).I saw a slug sliming its way toward me on… -
I'M HAPPY!
So I was just texting my FWB and he's up there watching the video of the party we went too. :)That's so cute. There's a part on there when we were dancing and the guy with the camera came up and FWB had me say hi to his… -
Doing horribly again.
I started eating again! WHY?!?!I think a lot of it is just my family's poor eating habits and my inability to escape them. I stopped weighing myself. I'm pretty sure I'm getting fatter again. My freaking ex insists on ea… -
Rosa turned 2 yesterday!
Rose had her second birthday!Two years ago today I was in the hospital still. Barely able to get out of bed about now.Good times.Well, Rosie's birthday went well. My whole family came. She got lots of fun presents. She e… -
Lost another 1/2 pound. :)
I'm happy. It's going to be a good day. My ex and I are taking our daughter to the zoo if the weather is good enough and we're going to go eat Chipotle!Her second birthday is on Monday. So exciting!It's a good day. -
Heartbreak is great for your waistline.
I still feel horrible about everything that happened.I can't really talk to my friend anymore. I just fight with my ex. Now me and my fwb aren't really talking anymore. I miss him so much.I'm making all kinds of bad deci… -
Oh btw, I lost weight!
I know it's just because I've been sick... but I lost another pound! :)I'm hoping to lose another pound or two before I'm better. As sad and disturbing as it is, this 103 degree fever is a FANTASTIC thermogenic. hahaha.…
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